Saturday, January 31, 2009

I. Like. Coffee. har har.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

"For one human being to love another human being: That is perhaps the most difficult task that has been entrusted to us. The ultimate task, the final test and proof, the work for which all other work is merely preparation."

"Thanks for the fare." -Matt

He gave me a piece of paper with these words written on them in exchange for a piece of paper I had given to him, worth far less to me, green in color, imprinted with the number 5, and inscribed with the words "In God We Trust."

I keep his words in my wallet.
Tell me I'm an orphan in the presence of my father
Wash me in an ocean full of blood and dirty water
So scare me into heaven
You take away my breath
At least eternal prayer wont hurt
Like never ending death

So scare me into heaven
"I am significant!" screamed the tiny speck of dust.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

The moon looks down.
I watch
The demons playing cards with me, my heart
Deciding who should claim my soul.
From thought and pain
I know the force is guiding me and then
I throw the queen of spades
To the one with bloodshot eyes and hear his moan
He’s raging now
He knows that he’s been beat and lost
My soul again
To the man with scars that mark his hands
And tearing up his side.
He's won
Through me
The power of the light it throbs again
I throw the bottle back into his twisted face.
It breaks and tears
The flesh of pride and hate.
And then he turns
And flees
Away into the night on broken glass.
On broken glass.

Monday, January 26, 2009

While enjoying that tasty fast food meal during your sixty minute lunch break here's what took place around God's globe:

2,738: people died from starvation

342: people died from malaria

76: mothers died from childbirth issues

9,582: babies died from abortion

8,898: children were abandoned

4,650: rural poor people migrated to the city

$2,088,751,996: personal income was earned by church members

$2,737,851: was given to global foreign missionaries (about .01% of church member's income)

$2,966,005: was embezzled by trusted church leaders

20: Christians were martyred

The truth is uncomfortable, isn't it?

Saturday, January 24, 2009

what do you do... when a black cusses a mexican in your presence

I was at the dumpster taking trash out. a black dude was there smokin pot with his white buddy when this little hispanic dude walks in.

"hey! theres mah liddle baby mezzican. cmon over you -:censored:- mezzcan let me put you to sleep fo evah.!"

The black started yellin at the "mezzcan" giving him orders and stuff like that. and then i blew up.

"hey look dude... i know this guy and he's awsome. jus cuz he's mexican you cant shove him around like that. I mean get a grip man thats pathetic."

Then him and his white friend started cussing and saying "man you gotta watch these guys there harmful to the environment!"

I was so mad. so mad.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

"Maybe you think I came to bring you peace? No, rather division. I will cause families to be divided, Fathers and sons will fued because of my name, and mothers and daughters will turn against each other because of me."

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

post #200

dis iz my eye... um a little processed but its kinda cool. I wanna photoshop it and put a globe in the middle instead of the eye.
oh... and this is my 200th post. wish me luck. ttyl.
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

So I had a workers supper on monday night. get this.
There were fried chicked wings for appetizers, then we sat down, and had a large salad, and a big bowl of fruit. By then I was almost full. Then came the main course of steak, mashed potatoes, peas, carrots, and a good-sized platter of boiled shrimp. Oh yeah and then there was pie afterwards. No thanx. And i had like four goblets, three forks, two spoons, a knife, and four plates and saucers. People couldnt even eat everything. It was so sick. Like the food was good but I kept thinking of orphans in Somalia and lepers in Calcutta, starving to death when here we are throwing food away and praying for the poor people. and it almost took my appetite away. whats worse i was eating at a restaurant owned by a wealthy conservative mennonite. so yeah. that was weird.

but Im thankful for a job, two jobs in fact, when some have none.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

In the latest news...
Daddy built this huge server for me to record music on... so now i'm installing software on it and transforming this room into a studio. very very cool. Thanx pop!!!

Friday, January 2, 2009

I still havent found what I'm looking for by U2.

I have climbed highest mountain
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with youI have run

I have crawledI have scaled these city walls, these city walls
Only to be with you
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone,

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one, bleed into one
Well yes, I'm still running
You broke the bonds and you loosed the chains
Carried the cross of my shame, of my shame
You know I believed it

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for