Where is the passion I once had?
Where is the joy of living?
Why can't I find the peace of mind,
The thing I claimed Christ’s giving?

Why don't I see? Why can't I hear
The crawling demons that I feel?
Why can’t I tell the beast in me
I’ll smash your head you’ll scratch my heel”?

Why can’t I think? Where is my life?
Who made my eyes go blind?
Why do I feel the way I do?
Who’s messing with my mind?